Works of the Mind.

A few steps in the right direction were taken by yours truly today. They don't feel right but at least I know I wont be left. That's a little bit of grammatical humor for you. Is half a truth still truth? No it isn't. But is half a lie, half true? Well I'm not going to stick around to find out. Its best to dust off that little bit of pride I have and leave it behind with the dependency issues. Maybe not a new beginning but definitely a different ending. Am I making sense? I might be. Wait what are you doing here? Looking for answers? Well you're only going to find facts here and maybe some of my own personal answers for my own personal issues. I've learned recollecting will only re-collect the feelings that were left harbored. Not looking back is easier spoken than followed and since I am not feeling up to removing my eyes, I do what I can with the technology I have. So I've disconnect myself. I've learned not to look with my eyes but with my hands. For then I will know I am not seeing what I truly want to see but rather what is truly there. Ive learned to not think with my heart and leave my mind to feel. All systems go. Everything is back in its place. We have lift off. But sometimes I look out my tiny spherical window and think "Oh Captain, my Captain..." What the hell happened....