Today was a day full of dreams. The realization of a fantasy, the death of a dream, and facing reality. With tears streaming down my face I said goodbye to my past and hello to a unknown future.
It's a strange feeling. I've always been afraid of losing the people i cared about. I had a fear of not being around the one i loved because i felt that as soon as they would leave my sight something would happen. I might lose them. I cant lose any more of them. Im down to the last one.
I need to stop thinking how could this happen to me and appreciate what i have.
A dream's a nightmares scream.
Night terrors might be fairer.
When reality holds the inability.
to keep its stability.
Sleepless Dreams can redeem,
the tired feeling of repetition.
Make me walk in circles.
Psycho babble bubbles
from underneath the water.
Memories i gather.
in a basket of resentment.
That all went with the love that kept
the fear underneath. abyss
Does that make sense?
It does to me.
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