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Sometime you have to fight the urge. Even though no one is around and no one will find out, you have to fight the urge. Suppress it until you've forgotten the feeling entirely. Some things aren't meant to be felt or seen. To escape is to hide. I'm trying not to escape my problems. Silence is better. No it isn't. Lying to yourself is better than lying to others. Nope that's not working either. Stop making excuses. Dammit... I refuse to fall into the trap again. My life is finally pulling itself together. The bad things have finally been weeded out and the flowers placed into the ditches. Blah Blah Blah. Life will get better but right now it feels the same.