Oh it's been a while.

He likes me but he likes drugs too. I shouldn't even say too, I should say more because it's true. The life of an addict is an emotional paranoia filled roller coaster. It starts like your first high. Spreading through your body with such intensity that it unsettles you. You allow yourself to be pulled in and overwhelmed to escape your reality. Unknowingly you walk into a hellish prison of addiction. You spend days together. No sleep, just obsessive need for the other. Then when you can't take it anymore you run away and cleanse yourself till your craving comes back. You miss the warmth of the body. You miss the distraction of your misery. The life of an addict is like a black hole. It's a cycle that just gets deeper and darker until you disappear completely.