I have never been one to hesitate and I have never been one to lie to myself. I would be lying to say that I wasn't scared. I'm terrified. This time not to die but to feel alive again. I'm scared to feel. But I will and now I welcome the day that the past year will be all a distant memory. The day will come when I can walk without fear that I might be retracing my steps. I will see without fear of seeing the truth and I will listen without fear of hearing poison. And I will speak without the fear of being heard.
So I will love you tomorrow with an unfaltering stability that has laid dormant for all this time. I will hold no grudges. I will and always have.
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